People & System

10:57AM - 6of9, Too Country?

9:25AM

4:24PM - Praefect Hannibal

We've been long past creating wounds in the hope temptation would give way to spin some sort of spiteful, vengeful or ridiculously sappy saga.

Where do the opposing, chemical and willful forces of the praemonstrator and imperator meet in the middle? The moment of orgasm; where, according to alchemical theory, not one trace of duality or individuality remain, hence no desire or false perception to advance, or move ahead, and thus, no suffering. All is blotted out.

What is Thelemic Sex Magick. I can't rationalize an answer. But I do know none of this had been.

5:32AM

9:09PM - Traditionalist Co-Arising Isolationist Punditry vs. The State

What's been proven is that updating the memories and denying marginalized realities of self within each self repress functions of self that sustain and heal reality itself. What's more the construct, the directed sympathetic magic assumed to be a collective whole unconsciously aimed for reality disconnect, which is impossible.

I intuit the work of this millenium and beyond will be to seek ways to not fear entire collective connectivity and satiate desire and intellectualism. Because assuredly those alone can not heal us or save us as a people or this planet and its undeniable relationship with who we are as beings and the fabric of reality.

We're just realizing how powerful our minds and intentions really are. And no one can guage with rational thought the extent to which mind is capable of transcending the systemic underlying fears and past materialist, theistic and atheistic ideologies that prove to make sick all, everyone.

Duality will not win.

8:38PM - Principalities

Where duty and love went wrong:

5:16AM

The period is hazy for sure but this reminds me of an answer if you will to the song, I hear you calling, Miriam by Rozz with CD, or SP, or even Eva O. I can't remember, and I can't find it, but..if you feel like it you can post it if you were more sober than I then.

4:20AM

What would you do if you knew you couldn't fail - if the only set of circumstances separating you from what it is that you wish to accomplish are they who perhaps realize they can't fail and prey on those who haven't realized it yet, or the people who haven't realized it yet?

Would you personally whether of your values or not deconstruct insofar as you are able the underlying problem, or ignore it to your own detriment?

You people are in my way, and it's getting out of hand, and you like being an American and alive.

2:45PM

The witches gathering in Brisbane, was it, in height of fear of the British invasion by Thule/Nazis, perhaps you've read about or heard stories told of it, had been organized by many of folk trad. Priests and Priestesses throughout England to perform a cone of power directed at Hitler only they know the intent. Legend has it and to hear tell of it in pagan circles that Adolf Hitler's twain suicide with his lover was brought about by the working, years later, time to filtrate, of course. I'm rather of the belief guilt and the black claimed him in the interim, myself. But is it clear to any of you how it could be said the darkness took every participant in the circle, even before the gathering, and circle were formed? Who's to say they didn't murder him. And had they murdered him, in how many incarnations had they murdered him before?

Something to think about.

Smriti, is a Sanskrit word meaning memory, but it's really more than memory in context of Brahmanic Yoga. You see the human construct, each individually, is entirely made up of self-erecting delusions of an empryean to perceive and classify and to house several integrated but unrealized layers of spiritual identity. Smriti is the totality of sensational experience so long as you're unenlightened within physiological bounds. It can get more complex from there but suffice it to say smriti itself while of divinity, is the quintessense of the flesh's illusion, and bound to it. It can repeat to us if we've ear to hear lessons learned and unlearned with regard to our not belonging within the empryean generally and specifically meditational instructions with regard to natural divine law.

It's not a coincidence we're not hearing the same things. But I just want to say, that, in any other life but this one, the attempt to murder my grandmother (she'll shake it off), would have guaranteed the fire fight you need to die in.

Here's where we part, not so merrily.

Agape;

4:40AM - Learning Chinese

Were I you, instead of looking to war on Iran next for Halliburton, look for ways around faux Iranian trade embargoes and invest in their oil refinery infrastructure. Even though it takes every bit of effort quarterly to deprogram FOX news war drum beating to remind that Iranian nuclear power plants Russia invested in to curb America's effort to keep Iranians from enjoying modern day comfort, security and technology, despite their being one of the most fertile lands in the world in oil, minerals and metals, I think it more important to impress upon minds China imports 40% of their crude oil to thrive.

We all remember Clinton's trader buddy who side-stepped the embargo dealing in blocks of copper and got away with it. Work around it.

No matter what, China will see to it that Iran's sitting pretty. And what makes this a little different than business as usual, dear Ivy League Satanists, is that in order to enjoy the riches, you have to be alive.

At any rate we all can't wait for you to prove to us how much you worship Moloch and Israel; while it certainly takes a large degree of devolution to profit from war, getting on your knees and welcoming your own blood spilled with a smile separates the part-time from the dedicated. Do you know what I mean?

12:47PM

Long before Lilith Fair, and even before my first memory of seeing two homely social outcasts tormented in childhood psychologically experimenting in lesbianism, a still quite similar to this for some unknown reason was etched in my mind. It screams watch this!, not really..., and ..hard to get...



I call the homosexual phenom. another that slipped through the crack unnoticed.

And before you call me ignorant. I totally get it. Try this on and see if it fits: Zero self-worth, convenient radical deviancy for attention and to assume an identity, immediately becoming an idealogue to justify it, and obsession with sexual release and partner idolization to all cost hide the fact without the deviancy you wouldn't feel, not having an intimate self-reflective connection with emotion. Intellectual people build more complex barriers: political movements for attention, unconscious psychological reinforcement support groups to keep the lie alive, &c.

Don't get me wrong. I see homosexual people in love underneathe all of the armour, but it's learned. And those that can't manage to learn to love ooze the worst kind of wickedness. You know a few.

I support same-sex health coverage, if only for the fact therapy by few might be sought, but the moment Justices in D.C. grant same-sex couples the legal right to marry first by way of Congressional and Senatorial precedings, I'll immediately question the institution's competency to care for the well-being of its populace.

They're already with me on shaky ground, but that'ld certainly be the proof.

In defense of what I perceive as not as an institution but rather a mental health crisis, substitute anything, anything at all you can think of around my framework and the thought of the exponential number of empty people in the world is disheartening. Though in all fairness, one's healthy hobby of chess or RPG doesn't dip into my tax dollars.

5:42AM - Bird Flu

I just want to say a few things more. It's already such that the malaligned, the uncouth and irresponsible pretty much ruined spontaneous unprotected sex for everyone on the planet, which sucks. Some, to include myself, have managed to healthily live without it on principle. What I won't do is die because you won't wash your or your kids' hands and ass regularly.

9:59PM

12:13PM - Lunar Yijing

It was first posited by Dane Rudhyar in his, The Lunation Cycle, that lunar astrology by way of the Yijing was the first divinatory and lucid astrology used, beginning first with the pre-heaven intinerations of Fu Xi, and as a result, the King Wen sequence and subsequent holistic 64 solunar relative azimuth biphases of the Moon. Unfortunately his unprecedented research contemplative or ortherwise has been unparalleled for the purpose of unbiased comparison but what remains is a framework for greater magick.

I play a lot, both rough and light-hearted, but what I remain true to and always will is scientific illuminism. Having said that, and whether or not you agree with my Thelema or discount my Thelema altogether (as is certainly clear I don't care which if any) there is only one practical element missing from Crowley's work, that, in the end, makes his contemplative science as he intended essentially unusable, and because of this, serves adherents who aren't really Neo-Christian underneathe it all anyway adversely.

If you're neck high into it then you know that rising on the planes was a G.'.D.'. blind compared to the Order's secret. The fact remains, from a lucid dream you will separation from the etheral and from a waking state you rise out of it unto the astral. Do you stay in the etheral and crucify, or rise on entering and take the chance of an incomplete void passage in the astral. Outside of this being problematic rudimentarily that surprisingly, or not, hasn't been addressed by the professed Thelemite elite, Rudhyar, albeit without aiming to do so, provided an avenue whereby you could choose one over another and integrate with assurance.

The trigrams are to be used skrying and the location the focus to manifest visions (and further permutations); again, from waking or dreaming:

1. New moon 0 to 45° Emergence, ::/ Chen
2. Crescent, 45° to 90° Expansion, //: Sun
3. First quarter 90° to 135° Action, /:/ Li
4. Gibbous 135° to 180° Evercoming, ::: K’un
5. Full moon 180° to 225° Fulfillment, :// Tui
6. Disseminating 225° to 270° Overcoming, /// Ch’ien
7. Last quarter, 270° to 315° Reorienting, :/: K’an
8. Balsamic 315° to 360° Release, /:: Ken

I'm finding this approach promising, working with emotive constructs that underly all perceivable attachments, but from the fabric of a) illusion and b) seasonal cyclicity. In itself it's Thelema scaled.

Now we can master the power of invisibility.

12:28AM - ALLLLLL EYEEEES

Secretly during the past several years at regular intervals with ever-more cunning search-strings you've been on the hunt for it. Sure you've found a few professed discography compliations offering to best the rest by a bootleg or two in torrents and rapidshare uploads, and not only did you enjoy the anticipation downloading but once you began listening for a brief moment amid an induced mind-scape custom-fit to your process, you may have even given thanks for the gesture; but what you really wanted, all along, was a quick link to All Eyes from youtube on your desktop. Here, allow me:



Yeah, I, too, am impressed with how the dub maestros with a penchant for heroin speak with familiarity about live embalming, mumification and Magister Templi.

An all time fave. Although we probably won't see eye-to-eye on that. *cymbals*

7:32AM

Some music for fleshbeats and ixtasis and others who'll dig it:

1:29AM - God & The State

Idealists of all schools, aristocrats and bourgeois, theologians and metaphysicians, politicians and moralists, religionists, philosophers, or poets, not forgetting the liberal economists - unbounded worshippers of the ideal, as we know - are much offended when told that man, with his magnificent intelligence, his sublime ideas, and his boundless aspirations, is, like all else existing in the world, nothing but matter, only a product of vile matter.

-Mikhail Bakunin, God & The State

6:19AM

Being kept in the continuum..I heard..first as an atmospheric while attempting to go to sleep one evening; thereafter as a subtle reminder brought about when my subconscious all but forgets why I bothered to face the sentinels. I'm torn. I want very much for myself to witness being's mean reversion to more stable and meaningful ways as opposed to mass existential flippancy and angst, but I'm not patient enough -- or rather I am but I fight the need to solve ever more puzzles. In short my mind is warring me.

It's not all without purpose, though. I do believe I've finally found a mechanical stop and reverse trading system I can trade that provides an equity curve rather than scalping and praying. It's based on an inverse martingale. I went as far back as William Gann in the 20's trying to recreate consistantly where program traders who trade size are likely to dump their inventory on strength but weak enough to reverse the trend.

I did fashion that metaprogram I talked about. Were the Daoist Yellow Emperor alive he'ld be impressed. I haven't implemented it yet, however, obviously. I did manage to almost forget about livejournal.

'Ole Hollywood and 333. Gotta resolve that.

3:39PM - War of Words

It's easier to bellow and belly-ache your might than sit and devolve into your glory, isn't it? Women can't. Wow camp can't. Jesus camp can't.

Shots can.

Metaprogram to forget. Shut off the seive of her bleeding.

Seven Barriers in Zen:

Six emotions of happiness, anger, anxiety, surprise, sorrow and fear, together with thoughts.

Kill them off in your mind. They only exist there because of us.

2 years per grade, 4 hours a day. 13 grades (don't forget about the entire tree in the astral) = 26 years.

Healthy enough? Strong enough? Young enough?

May the fit inherit the crowns of their hells.

7:27AM - Surviving & Moving The Elements (Not Text) For Peace The Best I Am Able Without Falling

We've never stopped being in a war from the very beginning and quite frankly evil having seen its own victory of a virgo galaxy fusion without the pipe roofed, I don't trust there won't be a large scale war soon to cut time short to buy some time.

The only reason we're not all fucking wasted already is that above all ego needs to survive.

Think it's your own volition with the on-time snap-back mocks.